Underemployment is depressing. To work so hard towards an end, and then not be able to do anything with the result is gut wrenching. I want to give back to the world, to put my talents to use. I want to move out of my mom's basement, and create a life for myself. I want to close this chapter and move on to the next stage of my life. I'm tired of this limbo. I'm tired of writing tailored cover letters and resumes and not hearing anything back. I'm tired of feeling worthless. I have value, a lot of value. I am smart, I am passionate, and I am a nice person. I'm going to keep going, I refuse quit this marathon in the last mile. I know this will work out, it always has. Until then I'll keep running.